Posts tagged ‘encouragment’

April 24, 2012

At The Sound Of Her Name-

We are surrounded by myriads of voices each demanding our immediate attention. Some within, most without. Some with sound, others consist of data, image, and fonts of various sizes and shapes all competing to communicate their version of truth with each tap of the finger upon the keypad. We are a culture that is proving more dysfunctional and anti-relational in the midst of the greatest advance in networking and social media structures designed to help us converse and “stay connected”.  We are multitasking ourselves into sickness as though there were seven of us instead of one.

Mary of Magdala knew about voices.  Raging accusations against light, goodness, holiness, health. She had seven ghoulish quarrels battling for dominance at any given moment of the day.  Each of them despising her frame, scorning her worth, terrorizing her soul with the reality-she let them in.  Seven, until the day she encountered the power of silence with just one word from The Christ.

Mat 8:16  And when even was come, they brought unto him many possessed with demons: and he cast out the spirits with a word, and healed all that were sick:

She went from the cacophony of blasphemy to the holy hush of new birth.   I wonder who had the vision to see her whole?  Who brought her to him?  Or, did she run like the demoniac from the Gatarrenes who at the very hope of the name of Jesus upon his shore,  fought the legion of darkness to fall at the feet of Christ?

Luk 8:1-2  And it came to pass soon afterwards, that he went about through cities and villages, preaching and bringing the good tidings of the kingdom of God, and with him the twelve, and certain women who had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities: Mary that was called Magdalene, from whom seven demons had gone out-

Seven. Gone. Silence. What did it feel like to hear the sound of her own voice again? To be whole in her intentions, motives, conversations? What was it like for the Creator of the Universe to say her name?

Mary!

Is it any wonder we find her here in Luke, attending to the needs of her Savior?  In the company of the one who opened her prison, and shone his light into darkness and declared:  “Let her be…”  Is it any wonder that angelic presences straight from the throne room of God could not persuade her from her mission of finding Him at the tomb, this one who was her world of peace, was missing.  Nothing but Him would satisfy no matter how glorious.  She had come to dedicate her life to mourning, to perhaps pray away the fear that without the presence of his name the voices would return. In her agony  she couldn’t see, she looked toward her savior and saw a  gardener- In a sense He was.  The Second Adam come to the garden of mankind’s heart, to tend and to till.  He came first to this garden.

Joh 20:16  Jesus saith unto her, Mary. She turned herself, and said unto him in Hebrew, Rabboni;

Her name, upon his lips.  That familiar sound of the Master setting her free. The one true voice in a myriad of noise.  Her name spoken with resurrected life.  It was he, and that is all that mattered.

Lord say my name.  Silence is the beginning of sound. Speak your truth through me, that resurrected life would be my portion.

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April 21, 2012

Change-A Vision of Love

-”you can’t really know something until you’ve seen it transformed by change. You must see it in all the angles of light and shadow provided for by time. You must see it in wind and in rain, under a blanket of snow, in the gentle light of spring, in the hazy heat of late summer, in the crisp cool of an autumn day. You must witness it in twilight and at sunrise, in thunderstorms and under the light of the moon and stars. Only then do you get a glimpse of the spirit lurking underneath. Only then do you begin to understand it.”-Andy Goldsworthy, artist as quoted by Danielle on her blog The Teacup Chronicles.

This quote has captivated my musing for several days now.  What a great observation of life.  I must ask the question if I  love with change in view?  Do I have the vision to see someone in a winter season, full of spring blossoms, and laden in the summer sun with fruit abundant?  Do I steady my heart gaze through long winter days of drought and dreary moments knowing that love conquers death?  Have I seen myself this way?  Do I believe in the faithfulness of my Maker, to shepherd me to new seasons?

Jer 29:11  For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.

Our Lord has an expectation of future and hope for his Beloved.  As his friends we must ask ourselves if  we  “see” those in our care?  Do we watch expectantly for the first blooms combing the branches of the heart with gentle hands waiting for the promise of spring, or are we quick with the pruning shears lopping off relationships we are sure are dead only to mourn the blossoming branch laying on the ground withering, and separated from our life? I desire to have this kind of vision that sees woody, leafless branches in the grey of winter and can smell the fragrance of fruit.

Oh Lord.  Help me to keep my pruning hook in the shed.  You are the Master Gardener, you decide the shape of my life, mine is to receive, and give the life you have given me.  Open my eyes Lord. I want to see you at work in the Earth of my feet, the Earth of my hands,  and the Earth of my heart.

 

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April 17, 2012

A Jesus Heart

“Scorn has broken my heart”- Psalm 69:20

This Psalm that speaks to us prophetically of Christ, tells us that our Lord ultimately died of a broken heart.  Is it not a place of comfort to know that for many of us who have felt the abusive pummel of hard words, and scornful spite, that we have a Savior that can speak to the suffering of man’s reproach, and God’s silence?  Where we have sustained wounds, he allowed them to destroy his gracious heart.  Thorough research has been done by medical practitioners into what actually happened to Jesus physically on the cross and they tell us, his heart literally broke as evidenced by the water and the blood when his side was pierced.  Torn like a sacrificial dove, this tabernacle of compassion, opened that we might come in.  What did it sound like for the Creator’s crimson heart of mercy to be rend?  The Word tells us the earth heaved and shook violently, rocks split in two, the heavy woven curtain of the Temple that separated men from the Mercy Seat was ripped top to bottom.  There was a great noise.  Not a silent weeping, or a quiet sigh.  How the lintels of human attempt to contain the heart of God must have shook and rolled as the flood waters of grace rushed at man.  Centuries of separation destroyed in a day for the love of the Father, and the love of the Son. Do we know how high? How wide? How great is the Father’s love for us who believe?

Eph 2:4-7  but God, being rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith he loved us,  even when we were dead through our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace have ye been saved), and raised us up with him, and made us to sit with him in the heavenly places, in Christ Jesus: that in the ages to come he might show the exceeding riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus:

Do you hear the anthem of the Jesus Heart?  Rich, great, alive, grace, heavenly places, exceeding riches, kindness.  It beats  a communion song of lavish love towards us, for ages yet to come.  Not a one time event, a cursory peck on the cheek, but a daily declaration of worth, value, and desire.  Have we come in?  He was rent that we might come in.  We sing the song:  Come into my heart Lord Jesus, we talk about our heart his home, and making room in my heart  for Thee Lord, yet I wonder if we are missing something grand and powerful.  If we haven’t perhaps turned the gospel into a bit of a Me-World self help manual.  Have we entered His heart?  Have we accepted his pierced hand extended and crossed the threshold of his sacrificial love, and sat with him on the seat of Mercy, a heavenly place?  In that place of awe found our own heart transformed?

I find myself asking this morning to come into His heart.  To know the kindness of his embrace, and the warmth of love for those outside.  I can not love, unless I am in His heart.   I will lash back when I am lashed, I will strike when struck unless I am hidden in the tabernacle of the most high.  The Emmanuel of Mercy is my refuge and my hiding place, whom shall I fear?  Of whom shall I be afraid when love rules through me-A Jesus Heart extended.

April 8, 2012

Spirit Seed

I have just finished the book The Faithful Gardener by Clarissa Pinkola Estes, I highly recommend this read.  The powerful way she weaves story and prose and life places you in her remembering moments, and you begin to look for that which will never die, in your own life.

I am caught by a phrase at the end of her book where she has told of Uncle burning the field, and waiting for the faithful seed to come by wind, and bird and bumbling creature, to build a forest again.  They watch the field burn as they stand waiting for their war torn lives,  to be built again:

What is this faithful process of spirit and seed that touches empty ground and makes it rich again? Its greater workings I cannot claim to understand.  But I know this:  Whatever we set our days to might be the least of what we do, if we do not also understand that something is waiting for us to make ground for it, something that lingers near us, something that loves, something that waits for the right ground to be made so it can make its full presence known.

I am feeling the wind of this phrase in the quiet moments of my days.  Change is coming. I am not in control of the seeds dropped, I am only earth. I open and receive what the Ruach deposits.  I open and receive the rain the Father sends, I can do nothing more, nothing less.  I have allowed the Master Gardener to plow and burn the field of my heart, to make room for love to grow, now I wait and receive, that I might give to the seed he deposits.

Father, teach me to wait, that I might give.

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March 12, 2012

If-interupptions annoy me

“If interruptions annoy me, and private

cares make me impatient;

If I shadow the souls around me

because I myself am shadowed,

then I know nothing of Calvary love.”

–Amy Carmichael-IF

Interruptions as credentials of indispensability?

“When you are exasperated by interruptions, try to remember that their very frequency may indicate the value of your life. Only people who are full of help and strength are burdened by other persons’ needs. The interruptions which we chafe at are the credentials of our indispensability. The greatest condemnation that anybody could incur – and it is a danger to guard against – is to be so independent, so unhelpful, that nobody ever interrupts us, and we are left comfortably alone.”

-Anonymous

What an honor that people know your desk, office, home is a place where gracious attention to their lives could be found.  So often  souls pass in anonymity with each other, and themselves. To be an open door in a world closed to intimate knowing of ourselves, and the God who gave himself for us, is a privilege not to be taken lightly.

The phrase “shadow the souls around me”  is echoing this morning.  How sad it would be if those around me crave the warmth of the Son, and are denied basking in the brightness because a consistent cloud of my own impatient irritation moves in front of their communion.  To be one who blocked the life-giving rays of the love of God from my brothers or sisters and left them, after their time with me,  more anemic than they came, would be a tragedy of the deepest sort.

Oh God, teach me to cast my cares upon you, and learn of your perfect care for me, that my vessel will be translucent and open, reflecting the awesome light of the Christ who dwells within me, bright and radiant and rich in glory.  That no cloud of selfish ambition, or impatience with tasks uncompleted would keep me from tending the souls  you place in my care, and always pointing them to the Son. The source of life and love.

March 8, 2012

If- The care of a soul

If the care of a soul (or a community) be entrusted to me,

and I consent to subject it to weakening influences,

because the voice of the world-

my immediate Christian world-

fills my ears,

then I know nothing of Calvary love.

Amy-Carmichael, IF

Proverbs 2:2  Incline your ear to wisdom and your heart to understanding

It is a privilege to be entrusted with a soul. To care for and nurture the inner man with weighty substance of things eternal.  The phrase:  “voice of the world” echoes deep. What are the sounds I have trained my ear to listen for?  Earthly pleasures? Pleasing promises? Accolades? Most worthy causes? Does my ear know how to pick out the phrases of a soul’s heart cry when the face before me is all smiles and “no worries?”  Do I discern the voice behind the words?  Do I listen for heart phrases, and silent sighs? Have I turned from the still and small to embrace the clamor and clang of man’s cymbal-lic honors, and tinkling praise? Oh Lord, let me not consent to weaken the message of hope, or bend under the pressure of the praise of men.  Let me fear The King, and know wisdom.  Let me love the silence between the words and know Calvary love.

Pro 9:10  The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom: and the knowledge of the holy is understanding.

March 6, 2012

To Hatch A Soul

It may be hard for an egg to turn into a bird: it would be a jolly sight harder for it to learn to fly while remaining an egg. We are like eggs at present. And you cannot go on indefinitely being just an ordinary, decent egg. We must be hatched or go bad.

C.S. Lewis

How do you hatch a soul?

Images of God as mother bird fluffed, brooding, stirring the nest he has made for us, peek over the horizon of my well defined God-caricature, threatening to take the paint brush away from me, demanding that I start again. This time with softer colors, and rounded edges.

God the perfect temperature.

God the perfect weight and balance.

God the nest builder.

God the patient, all things beautiful in His time,

Calls to me from outside the shell,

refusing to break it lest it make me weak,

and deformed in my understanding.

Calling, ever calling as I gasp

straining at air in the tiny

pocket of life as I knew it-

I must-

Break open, or die

BREAK open or DIE-

“I know the plans I have for you,”

says the Hatcher

“Break open and live,

Thoughts to prosper you-

Break open and live-

Give you an ending to what I have begun-

Break open to live”

God the dream maker spreads his wings over my hatching,

shielding my nakedness from the prying eyes of

unbroken ones.

God the hatcher of my soul,

Keep me in the shadow of your wings,

under the watching of your eye,

where my soul can find it’s trust to break

in the rhythm of your love.

Mat 23:37  O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, that killeth the prophets, and stoneth them that are sent unto her! how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!

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March 4, 2012

If-I can not forget

If I say, “Yes, I forgive, but I cannot forget,”

as though the God, who twice a day washes all the

 

sands on all the shores of all the world,

could not wash such memories from my mind,

then I know nothing of Calvary love.

Unforgiven.  The ancient pain.  The sages tell us that after the fall, Adam took a 120 year walk-a-bout from Eve.  God had to bring him back to her.  If that is true, how well that speaks to relationships today.  Can we say we have truly “forgiven”, when we refuse to forget the trespass?  As we replay over and over the hurtful scenarios we find that we never leave the place of offense and this more often than not is what causes us to  break community and suffer the first great pain, that of being alone.  Isolated and hurting the God of all compassion comes to us and desires to wash us, with the water of his Word, as he washes the sands of the shore.  There is no memory, no pain, no fear so great that He can not deliver us from the sting of it.  Like the memory of childbirth is faded in the heart of the mother with the joy of the child in her arms, so the labor to stay in community and relationship is forgotten when the sweet one accord of fellowship reigns in our midst.  How sweet it is when the brethren dwell together  in unity. Psalm 133:1.

Gal 6:1-2  Brethren, even if a man be overtaken in any trespass, ye who are spiritual, restore such a one in a spirit of gentleness; looking to thyself, lest thou also be tempted. Bear ye one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ.

It is the mark of one who has become “spiritual” when the fruit of their life is restoration, and not destruction.

Oh Lord, make me a spirit-filled one. Cause my heart to run to you when the pain of wounding words, and hurtful deeds threaten to keep me from possessing my birthright. Wash my mind, and my heart with your Word. Remind me who I am in you, and who I am in this world.  Help me to forgive, as I have been forgiven and know again the power of Calvary Love.

February 29, 2012

If-I lose affection

If I am afraid to speak the truth, lest I lose affection,

or lest the one concerned should say  ” You do not understand,”

or because I fear to lose my reputation for kindness;

if I put my own good name before the other’s highest

good,

then I know nothing of Calvary Love.

Amy Carmicahel-IF

This is a mirror for me today.  I place my soul before the glass of this devotion and turn this way and that way.  Am I wearing the beautiful variegated coat of love well?  Is it fitting tight in the area of the praise and affirmation of man?   Why do I do what I do?  For whom do I live?   For a good name and honor among the bretheren?  For accolades, titles and place?   For identity in myself? Or do I live for another?  Do I speak words from the cross for the sake of the Christ, and the highest good of others? I find myself turning from this mirror to gaze into the clear pools of the Word of God.

Isa 50:4  The Lord Jehovah hath given me the tongue of them that are taught, that I may know how to sustain with words him that is weary: he wakeneth morning by morning, he wakeneth mine ear to hear as they that are taught.
Isa 50:5  The Lord Jehovah hath opened mine ear, and I was not rebellious, neither turned away backward.

It is fascinating to me the past tense:  are taught.  Discipled.  A disciple has the “words” of sustaining strength.  Words  awakened by grace, bathed in mercy, strong in justice, rich in love.  Words born from a place.  A place of experience  in the presence of  Messiah.

Act 4:13  Now when they beheld the boldness of Peter and John, and had perceived that they were unlearned and ignorant men, they marvelled; and they took knowledge of them, that they had been with Jesus.

Why?  I believe it is because they spoke with an accent.  A speech pattern that gave them away as being an alien and a foreigner in a land they should have called home.  They didn’t talk of death and despair. Their words were life, and hope and peace and joy and expectant anticipation.

Col 4:6  Let your speech be always with grace, seasoned with salt, that ye may know how ye ought to answer each one.

Do my words make people thirsty?  Isn’t this the  reason they are to be seasoned with salt?   Salt makes you thirsty. After our conversations is there a cry in the heart of the hearer to plead with the Savior,as the Samaritan woman did:  “Lord, give me to drink of this water, that I might never thirst again? “

If I long for the affections of the Bride at the expense of the Bridegroom, I have ceased to be a Friend, and have become a competitor for the affections of the Bride.  If I long to secure my reputation and give to those who ask a compromised truth pleasing and tickling to their ear, I know nothing of Grace.  If I seek my place in this world and cause another to stumble at the truth,  I know nothing of Calvary Love.

Oh Lord, keep me open to your voice, and steady to your cause, willing in your service, and honest before all men.

February 26, 2012

If- What Do I Know of Calvary Love, by Amy Carmichael

A devotional book from Amy Carmichael was given to me some time ago by a dear pastor friend. Amy Carmichael is one of my sister sages who departed before we had a chance to meet in person, but whom I have cherished getting to know through her volumes of poetry and inspirational writings.  You can read more about her work and life here.  I have felt the desire to work through these in my quiet time, and allow the statements of this great Indian Missionary to lead me to a deeper revelation of my heart, and the nobility of obedience I am called to.  Over the next few days I would like to share my thoughts with you.

The book IF came into being after a long sleepless night of soul searching,  Amy Carmichael writes in the forward how one evening in the mission a worker came to Amy and shared with her that one of the younger ones had missed the way of love and was going astray.  Amy began to question the Lord. “Is it I?  Did I fail her?  What do I know of Calvary Love?” Sentence by sentence the “If’s” came almost as if spoken into her ear. They were copied and used for the Fellowship, eventually becoming a book.

“That ye may be able to comprehend what is the breadth, and length, and depth,and height, and to know the love of Christ which passeth knowledge”

If I belittle those whom I am called to serve,

talk of their weak points  in contrast perhaps with what I think of  as my strong points;

if I adopt a superior  attitude, forgetting “who made thee to differ? and what hast thou that thou hast not received?”

then I know nothing of Calvary Love.

I am coming to a greater understanding that I have nothing which has not been given me by the Father.  In Genesis we see before man was created, before there was anyone to till the earth, the world is in a state of pregnancy, paused in its desire to burst forth in to life, because there was as yet no man to till the ground, and God had not sent rain upon the earth.

Gen 2:5  And no plant of the field was yet in the earth, and no herb of the field had yet sprung up; for Jehovah God had not caused it to rain upon the earth: and there was not a man to till the ground;

The divine precedent of God is all life comes from, is sustained by and returns to Him.  If He doesn’t send the rain, we have no bread.  This causes me to be a thankful petitioner of daily grace.  If I have come to embrace this reality, and recognize my meek, and helpless position before the mercy of the Father I have no right, or authority to look downward or sideways at those I am called to serve.   I have no strength but His, I have no love but His, and when I see failings, and short comings in my fellows, I realize:  “but for the grace of God there go I”.

Oh Lord, keep me in the shadow of Calvary, that my eyes be not wayward and only see others through you.

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